WOMAN

Let me share with you the first verse that God used to speak to me. It was 2001; I was driving home from VCF, Galleria after attending ‘Shadows of the Supernatural’ I was crying in the car and praying to God saying, “I’m YOURS, I’m YOURS, my heart, mind, body, soul, and strength. I’m YOURS! I will not sleep till you speak to me.” When I got home and was getting ready for bed I reached out for my Bible and started reading in Ezekiel.

“But I came by and saw you there, helplessly kicking about in your own blood. As you lay there, I said, ‘Live!’ And I helped you to thrive like a plant in the field. You grew up and became a beautiful jewel. Your breasts became full, and your body hair grew, but you were still naked. And when I passed by again, I saw that you were old enough for love. So I wrapped my cloak around you to cover your nakedness and declared my marriage vows. I made a covenant with you, says the Sovereign Lord, and you became mine.”
Ezekiel 16:6-8 (NLT)

I was in awe of my Father; He never fails to amaze me. This was the night I felt Him say ‘ENOUGH’ and He showed me His standard for my life. God renewed my mind and taught me what it means to be a woman: delicate, fair, gentle, graceful, ladylike, maidenly, modest, pure, refined, sensitive, shy, soft, tender, virgin. I love that last word, virgin; I cried out to God and asked Him to explain to me how I can be a virgin since I have a son out of wedlock. God said there is no purity apart from the blood of Christ. He is Almighty, Sovereign and He is my Father. I never felt so safe.

In order for us to know and understand what it means to be a woman, we first need to know the One who made her.

I am a living testimony of God’s faithfulness, goodness and grace. I am a work in progress and He has called me to speak life into the lives of women who are broken hearted, who are living an aimless life, who need to regain their identity in God.

This is my Kingdom Dream and once more my Father would lavish me with His love, all for the glory of His name.

Martin and I are now meeting students in Macquarie University, Sydney every week for English Conversation Group and Small group.

My season of waiting is over…God has fulfilled His promise to me. He arranged a beautiful life for Martin, Kyle and me. I match made in the Philippines, fulfilled in Australia.

Vision June 2007

"For still the vision awaits its time; it hastens to the end; it will not fail. If it seems slow, I will wait for it. It will surely come. It will not delay. Therefore, I have a sense of destiny."
Habakkuk 2:3

The Lord's Answer
"Look at the nations and watch--and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe, even if you were told." Habakkuk 1:5

Father, I am in awe of you. "Your love is extravagant, your friendship...intimate. I find I'm moving to the rhythym of your grace. Your fragrance is intoxicating in the secret place. Your love is extravagant...You captured my heart again."

"If I found favor in Your sight, O Lord
Don't pass your servant by,
Let my tears wash your feet and my praises towel them dry
Come sit under the tree of my worship
Come feed on my offered soul
For I will sit in Your presence
I will sit in Your presence
Lord, Your countenance makes me whole."

Father, I want to lavish you with my love. And just by abiding to You I am filled to an overflowing of Your peace, I am filled with Your love, I am filled with Your joy. Show me Your ways, teach me Your paths, guide me in Your truth and teach me. You are my God and Savior.

I pray for the women that you will bring into my life. Thank you for the grace to build relationship with them. I ask for the fruit of the Spirit to be upon me. Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness and self-control. Thank you that you will breath life into each one of them. Thank you that you will bring freedom in their lives. Thank you that you will inspire them to love you. Thank you that you will fill them with so much hope overflowing that they will love and serve you all the days of their lives. Bless them and draw them closer to you, in the name of Jesus.

Prophecy September 2006

The Lord is saying to you, Even as your inner beauty, the Lord is seeing that inner beauty right now,the Lord is saying He is pleased with your faith,He is pleased with your posture before Him and that posture is humility, a posture of brokenness before Him, I thank you God I see a woman who's very dependent on God, i see a woman who relies on God, i see a woman who trusts God in every decision she makes.I see a woman who is on fire for God and passionate for God.And the Lord is saying, I will use you in more ways than one. Even God's going to use you to disciple a lot of women.The Lord is saying God's going to open doors for you.God's going to give you influence and favor among women.You're even going to speak to women of influence, says God because of that heart of humility and passion before me, The Lord is going to begin to open doors for you, I don't know what you do Rose but God's going to use you to disciple women in government, women in public offices, says God. God's going to give you that influence, that favor. You may not understand sometimes their problems, you may not understand it but God's going to give you that word of wisdom, word of knowledge before Him. God's going to even let you see somehow behind closed doors.And God's going to give you insight into the problems of these women.And the Lord is saying I will use that double-edged sword,one for correcting but one also for encouragement. The Lord is saying God's going to use you to bring healing into the lives of these women.The same healing that God has done in your life, the same affection, the same compassion that you have seen in your life, how God related to you, how God has healed you, how God has molded you,how God has delivered you, how God has been merciful and compassionate and forgiving and loving towards you. The same compassion and love, that you're going to show to these women. The Lord is saying Many are the plans in a man's heart but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails. And God's purpose will prevail in your life, and the Lord is saying He will even spread a table before you, before your enemies. Basta, God is going to protect you, God is going to expose the work of the enemy, malayo pa lang God's going to expose it, God's going to derail the plans of the enemy in your life. You will see the deliverance, you will see My hand in your life, says God.

Rose, the Lord would say unto you, My daughter, You are like a pearl to Me, where as you realize a pearl is only a piece of sand wedged in the oyster. This similar process has taken place with you. Yes, you are one who feels, Lord, I have so much needs, I have so many issues, but yet as you have reached out and ministered and given of yourself. Know My daughter that I have been the one who has been taking care of everything that you have, of all your needs. And know My daughter even at this time, in this season that you are in, I'm beginning to really like never before manifest and establish the things that you are not certain about. I mean there has been a joy, there has been a faithfulness about it. But it seems like nothing really concrete or clear has ever come up. And it's kind of like, Lord, what exactly or where exactly and how exactly do i fit in or even what do you have in store for us in the coming future? And things pertaining to that I'm going to begin to really show you like never before. And for so long you've been trying to play catch up and you've always had to second guess yourself. Lord, what about the mistakes, what about this, and the Lord is saying I am bringing you into a season where I'm changing all that,and I am opening new doors, new opportunities, and it has already been said, new relationships, and prominent places. And yes my daughter, I am going to restore to you what the enemy has stolen, and not only restore to you, but I'm going to multiply and expand the influence and just the things that I am desiring to do in you and through you.So be expectant, be excited because I have so much more things in store for you. Do not settle, do not come to a place where I'm okay here Lord, do not be comfortable in that place but continue to challenge yourself, continue to reach for the sky, because I have so much more in store for you.

Lord, we thank you for Rose, we seal every word now God and we thank You God You've given her divine connections, divine appointments, and Lord, people in high places, and so on and so forth, that You're going to use her to influence and impact them. And I thank you that you are doing something even in her family, Lord. That Lord You are doing multiple things in her life, in her situation. And so we seal every Word now, we thank You for it in Jesus name. Amen.