August 17, 2004
Spiritual Thought
Stability, steady, that's how he is. A man I have raised up over time with the passion for living, living for the truth. Standard, a man like no other. You see him as set apart because he is different from the other men you know.
He's sincere, kind and gentle but he can be fierce, forceful and strong. You will love everything about him and celebrate how I have created him. He has a different personality, he loves nature, the moon and the stars which I have set in place. Just as I have quieted your heart so I will begin to speak in his, show him my splendor as he comes to you. He will find favor. You will know it is him because of how he speaks to you. I have given him wisdom like no other. There will be no struggle only a connection between two beings. When you look up in the sky and see the stars, I will confirm it to you and to him. I know you long to be next to him and share this love. There will be no mistake about it. You will surely travel with him as I take you to places where you will spread the Word and the Holy Spirit who works on you will be faithful to complete it. You have specific requests of how you'd love him. How "mayabang" he may seem to others but you'd love his courage his confidence. How he speaks with wisdom beyond his age and how you'd love to listen to him as he preaches the Word. How he leads without question. A man so strong in appearance, like a wind that passes by. You know he was there but you won't be able to catch him. How you'd love how he' d get irritated by the Metro Manila traffic and how he'd love it when you hold his hand and assure him you have time. He will love God more than he loves you. There's kindness in his eyes.
He will sing to you songs that will make you kilig…hey, remember your list? #2 he will ask you for a first dance and the entire world will see my faithfulness in putting you together without shame or blemish.
You want mystery, you want surprises but the whole world will witness your love story. And stories will be written about it as if it were a legend.
You do not settle for the lower lovers of the kingdom. But your heart is set for the king.
I love you, my daughter. Live as to please me.
DAD
September 4, 2004
As we had the first practice at the Fort for Worship this Sunday I felt God's presence. I couldn't help but say, "my Lord, do you have any idea how long I have wanted to be in this position you placed me…to be a woman." I didn't even finish my sentence yet when God started saying, "do you have any idea how long I have waited for you…" I was left at a loss for words the first time. But it was the most wonderful moment ever and more.
It's you, nobody needs to tell me so. It's you, you're the angel sent from heaven above. For me…If only I had not waited I could have picked the wrong one. If only I had not waited my life will be undone.
I love the mystery of not knowing who he is or where he is. Thanks Lord, you know me well.
"I know what I want and I want what I know"
November 23, 2004 Tuesday 11:30pm
Isaiah 57:2 "Those who walk uprightly enter into peace; they find rest as they lie in death."
Daniel 12:13 " As for you, go your way till the end. You will rest, and then at the end of the days you will rise to receive your alloted inheritance."
Revelation 14:13 "Then I heard a voice from heaven say, "write: Blessed are the dead who die iin the Lord from now on." " yes," says the Spirit, "They will rest from their labor, for their deeds will follow them."
That night God spoke to me about burying my isaac. My one desire to love and be loved. The vision of building a home and raising up a family. That night I buried my desire and dreams in a box reasoning like Abraham that God can raise the dead. It took all that I've got to die to my own passion and desire.
I gave my testimony to my discipleship cell group Nov. 26 Friday and little did I know that on the same night He will give His provision. A man laid down his intentions to me, he asked "Will you allow me to pursue you?" and I said yes…
Spiritual thought: Dec 2, 2004 8:10 am Thursday
I miss you, my daughter, my princess. Why do you fret it only leads to nothing? Sometimes you have to go through a season of pain in order to achieve a season of gain. I have ordained your life and know the days to come. Am I not the faithful God? And when I bring you to a situation, am I not faithful to complete it? I will bring you through it. I know you know this already. But I know you need to hear it. So typical of how I designed you.
Father, a man is pursuing me but I want your wisdom & discernment about the situation. What are the implications of responding to him? What is your will? I will not invest on someone or something if there's no future in it. If this is coming from you give the man wisdom and decisiveness. I want to hear from you if he is the man that you have for me, Father. If not, end this please this instant.
Dec 3, 2004 12:40 am Friday
Wow Father I have never experienced life this way before. You just allowed us to face our fear of being exposed. But you exposed us anyway. Honesty is important in any relationship and when he told me about his financial condition and his long term plan and goal. I was just amazed at how you put us together. Trust was established and when I got home, just thanking you for the day, being in your presence, you showed me love. I felt love for him. It was more of a decision, a realization, more than just a feeling. As I got to know him, I fall more deeply in love with God. And the love that we share comes from Him. It was never about us but about my Father in heaven. I know no other way how to love but the way my Father has shown me love. "While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." Focus is the word.
Dec 3, 2004 7:50 am
2 Samuel 23:3-5
"When one rules over men in righteousness, when he rules in the fear of God, He is like the light of morning at sunrise on a cloudless morning. Like the brightness after the rain that brings the grass from the earth. Is not my house right with God? Has he not made with an everlasting covenant arranged and secured in every part? Will he not bring to fruition my salvation and grant my every desire?"
year 2002
John 7:6 "The right time for me has not yet come; for you any time is right…you go to the feast, I am not yet going up to this feast, because for me the right time has not yet come."
Dec 2, 2004 4pm Women of Timing, Hannah (REMEMBER)
2 Corinthians 6:2
"For He says, 'In the time of my favor I heard you, and in the day of Salvation I helped you.' I tell you, now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of Salvation."
December 2, 2004 1:30 AM
Ps 16:5-6
"Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure, the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance."
Father, how can I not love you? what will I tell my heart? .....
I knew I loved him before I met him, I think I dreamed him into my life. I knew I loved him before I met him, I have been waiting all my life.
December 4, 2004
1 Peter 3:4
Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.
When we went to Intramuros, I asked him in Baluarte de Santa Barbara when and why he decided to open his heart. He said that first day we met and spent time. He felt a connection and he has a list of qualities in a woman he wants for a wife. I met all his expectations and more. he shared about his passion for this nation and the vision God gave him. It was confirming almost everything that my Father has placed in my heart. Confirming that I can consider...
He asked me when and why I decided to open my heart, I realized I only opened my heart after he laid down his intentions. I remembered asking God to reveal me to my man first. I want to be found and that i will see him.
Lord, you are true to your word as we delight ourselves in you. You will grant us the desires of our hearts. I'm glad I waited on my Lord. He's everything I've ever envisioned him to be, passionate for God. A visionary. A man of strength and character, passion for the lost, would love Kyle and his priority is family. Most of all, my father confirmed it in my heart and in my spirit. People are bearing witness. Since this was started by my Father, "He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete in you." He will bring to fruition what transpired during the last 2 weeks in our lives. "So is your word that comes out of your mouth. It will not return to you empty but it will accomplish what you desire and achieve the purpose for which you sent it."
Lord, remember how you would just tell me to fast only when he has gone. My prayer is to sustain us, protect each one of us. I offer this relationship to you. I love you my Lord. Tell me what you want me to do. Lord God, tell me what you want for my life. it's yours O God it's yours. Do your will, have your way. Be Lord God in this place. I want your will to be done. I live by faith and not by sight. Prepare kyle's heart and my family's heart. I choose to obey you. I hold on to your word.
December 5, 2004 12:32 AM Sunday
"When the word of God, the impulse of the Holy Spirit in my heart, and the outward circumstances are in harmony, then I am convinced that I am acting in accordance with the will of God". FB Meyer
Ruth 1:16B
"Where you go, I will go, and where you stay, I will stay, your people will be my people and your God my God."
Ps 25:4-7
"Show me your ways O Lord, teach me your paths;
Guide me in your truth and teach me,
For you are God my Savior,
And my hope is in you all day long.
Remember, O Lord, your great mercy and love,
For they are from of old.
Remember not the sins of my youth,
And my rebellious ways;
According to your love remember me
For you are good O Lord"
For Kyle: Ps 22:9-10
"Yet you brought me out of the womb;
you made me trust in you
even at my mother's breast.
From birth, I was cast upon you;
From my mother's womb,
You have been my God."
For Rose: 1 Tim 2:15
"But women (she) will be saved (restored) through child-bearing-if they continue in faith, love and holiness with propriety"
December 2, 2004 Thursday
Kuya's email:
You need to be very patient in praying for confirmation. You can continue communicating through email or by phone when he goes back to Australia. Just let God do the working out of the long distance friendship and if it is God's will, things will smoothly run its course. You need 3 confirmations. First, seek counseling from your discipler and email me what she said. Then, pray for a word from God to really confirm if he is the one. Then lastly, seek internal confirmation if there is a love from God for you to share with this person. Don't worry about how Kyle would relate with him, the Lord will take care of that. Just put your trust in God and rest in His own timing for everything.
December 6, 2004
Greatest challenge for this relationship: Ro 4:20-24
"Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God. Being fully persuaded that God had power to do what He had promised. This is why " it was credited to him as righteousness," the words "it was credited to him" were written not for him alone, but also for us, to whom God will credit righteousness- for us who believe in Him who raised Jesus, our Lord from the dead"
Ro 5:8
"But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
"I know no other way how to love but the way my Father has shown me love.
while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
And stories will be written about it as if it were a legend. In the beginning...
Spiritual Thought
Stability, steady, that's how he is. A man I have raised up over time with the passion for living, living for the truth. Standard, a man like no other. You see him as set apart because he is different from the other men you know.
He's sincere, kind and gentle but he can be fierce, forceful and strong. You will love everything about him and celebrate how I have created him. He has a different personality, he loves nature, the moon and the stars which I have set in place. Just as I have quieted your heart so I will begin to speak in his, show him my splendor as he comes to you. He will find favor. You will know it is him because of how he speaks to you. I have given him wisdom like no other. There will be no struggle only a connection between two beings. When you look up in the sky and see the stars, I will confirm it to you and to him. I know you long to be next to him and share this love. There will be no mistake about it. You will surely travel with him as I take you to places where you will spread the Word and the Holy Spirit who works on you will be faithful to complete it. You have specific requests of how you'd love him. How "mayabang" he may seem to others but you'd love his courage his confidence. How he speaks with wisdom beyond his age and how you'd love to listen to him as he preaches the Word. How he leads without question. A man so strong in appearance, like a wind that passes by. You know he was there but you won't be able to catch him. How you'd love how he' d get irritated by the Metro Manila traffic and how he'd love it when you hold his hand and assure him you have time. He will love God more than he loves you. There's kindness in his eyes.
He will sing to you songs that will make you kilig…hey, remember your list? #2 he will ask you for a first dance and the entire world will see my faithfulness in putting you together without shame or blemish.
You want mystery, you want surprises but the whole world will witness your love story. And stories will be written about it as if it were a legend.
You do not settle for the lower lovers of the kingdom. But your heart is set for the king.
I love you, my daughter. Live as to please me.
DAD
September 4, 2004
As we had the first practice at the Fort for Worship this Sunday I felt God's presence. I couldn't help but say, "my Lord, do you have any idea how long I have wanted to be in this position you placed me…to be a woman." I didn't even finish my sentence yet when God started saying, "do you have any idea how long I have waited for you…" I was left at a loss for words the first time. But it was the most wonderful moment ever and more.
It's you, nobody needs to tell me so. It's you, you're the angel sent from heaven above. For me…If only I had not waited I could have picked the wrong one. If only I had not waited my life will be undone.
I love the mystery of not knowing who he is or where he is. Thanks Lord, you know me well.
"I know what I want and I want what I know"
November 23, 2004 Tuesday 11:30pm
Isaiah 57:2 "Those who walk uprightly enter into peace; they find rest as they lie in death."
Daniel 12:13 " As for you, go your way till the end. You will rest, and then at the end of the days you will rise to receive your alloted inheritance."
Revelation 14:13 "Then I heard a voice from heaven say, "write: Blessed are the dead who die iin the Lord from now on." " yes," says the Spirit, "They will rest from their labor, for their deeds will follow them."
That night God spoke to me about burying my isaac. My one desire to love and be loved. The vision of building a home and raising up a family. That night I buried my desire and dreams in a box reasoning like Abraham that God can raise the dead. It took all that I've got to die to my own passion and desire.
I gave my testimony to my discipleship cell group Nov. 26 Friday and little did I know that on the same night He will give His provision. A man laid down his intentions to me, he asked "Will you allow me to pursue you?" and I said yes…
Spiritual thought: Dec 2, 2004 8:10 am Thursday
I miss you, my daughter, my princess. Why do you fret it only leads to nothing? Sometimes you have to go through a season of pain in order to achieve a season of gain. I have ordained your life and know the days to come. Am I not the faithful God? And when I bring you to a situation, am I not faithful to complete it? I will bring you through it. I know you know this already. But I know you need to hear it. So typical of how I designed you.
Father, a man is pursuing me but I want your wisdom & discernment about the situation. What are the implications of responding to him? What is your will? I will not invest on someone or something if there's no future in it. If this is coming from you give the man wisdom and decisiveness. I want to hear from you if he is the man that you have for me, Father. If not, end this please this instant.
Dec 3, 2004 12:40 am Friday
Wow Father I have never experienced life this way before. You just allowed us to face our fear of being exposed. But you exposed us anyway. Honesty is important in any relationship and when he told me about his financial condition and his long term plan and goal. I was just amazed at how you put us together. Trust was established and when I got home, just thanking you for the day, being in your presence, you showed me love. I felt love for him. It was more of a decision, a realization, more than just a feeling. As I got to know him, I fall more deeply in love with God. And the love that we share comes from Him. It was never about us but about my Father in heaven. I know no other way how to love but the way my Father has shown me love. "While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." Focus is the word.
Dec 3, 2004 7:50 am
2 Samuel 23:3-5
"When one rules over men in righteousness, when he rules in the fear of God, He is like the light of morning at sunrise on a cloudless morning. Like the brightness after the rain that brings the grass from the earth. Is not my house right with God? Has he not made with an everlasting covenant arranged and secured in every part? Will he not bring to fruition my salvation and grant my every desire?"
year 2002
John 7:6 "The right time for me has not yet come; for you any time is right…you go to the feast, I am not yet going up to this feast, because for me the right time has not yet come."
Dec 2, 2004 4pm Women of Timing, Hannah (REMEMBER)
2 Corinthians 6:2
"For He says, 'In the time of my favor I heard you, and in the day of Salvation I helped you.' I tell you, now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of Salvation."
December 2, 2004 1:30 AM
Ps 16:5-6
"Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure, the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance."
Father, how can I not love you? what will I tell my heart? .....
I knew I loved him before I met him, I think I dreamed him into my life. I knew I loved him before I met him, I have been waiting all my life.
December 4, 2004
1 Peter 3:4
Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.
When we went to Intramuros, I asked him in Baluarte de Santa Barbara when and why he decided to open his heart. He said that first day we met and spent time. He felt a connection and he has a list of qualities in a woman he wants for a wife. I met all his expectations and more. he shared about his passion for this nation and the vision God gave him. It was confirming almost everything that my Father has placed in my heart. Confirming that I can consider...
He asked me when and why I decided to open my heart, I realized I only opened my heart after he laid down his intentions. I remembered asking God to reveal me to my man first. I want to be found and that i will see him.
Lord, you are true to your word as we delight ourselves in you. You will grant us the desires of our hearts. I'm glad I waited on my Lord. He's everything I've ever envisioned him to be, passionate for God. A visionary. A man of strength and character, passion for the lost, would love Kyle and his priority is family. Most of all, my father confirmed it in my heart and in my spirit. People are bearing witness. Since this was started by my Father, "He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete in you." He will bring to fruition what transpired during the last 2 weeks in our lives. "So is your word that comes out of your mouth. It will not return to you empty but it will accomplish what you desire and achieve the purpose for which you sent it."
Lord, remember how you would just tell me to fast only when he has gone. My prayer is to sustain us, protect each one of us. I offer this relationship to you. I love you my Lord. Tell me what you want me to do. Lord God, tell me what you want for my life. it's yours O God it's yours. Do your will, have your way. Be Lord God in this place. I want your will to be done. I live by faith and not by sight. Prepare kyle's heart and my family's heart. I choose to obey you. I hold on to your word.
December 5, 2004 12:32 AM Sunday
"When the word of God, the impulse of the Holy Spirit in my heart, and the outward circumstances are in harmony, then I am convinced that I am acting in accordance with the will of God". FB Meyer
Ruth 1:16B
"Where you go, I will go, and where you stay, I will stay, your people will be my people and your God my God."
Ps 25:4-7
"Show me your ways O Lord, teach me your paths;
Guide me in your truth and teach me,
For you are God my Savior,
And my hope is in you all day long.
Remember, O Lord, your great mercy and love,
For they are from of old.
Remember not the sins of my youth,
And my rebellious ways;
According to your love remember me
For you are good O Lord"
For Kyle: Ps 22:9-10
"Yet you brought me out of the womb;
you made me trust in you
even at my mother's breast.
From birth, I was cast upon you;
From my mother's womb,
You have been my God."
For Rose: 1 Tim 2:15
"But women (she) will be saved (restored) through child-bearing-if they continue in faith, love and holiness with propriety"
December 2, 2004 Thursday
Kuya's email:
You need to be very patient in praying for confirmation. You can continue communicating through email or by phone when he goes back to Australia. Just let God do the working out of the long distance friendship and if it is God's will, things will smoothly run its course. You need 3 confirmations. First, seek counseling from your discipler and email me what she said. Then, pray for a word from God to really confirm if he is the one. Then lastly, seek internal confirmation if there is a love from God for you to share with this person. Don't worry about how Kyle would relate with him, the Lord will take care of that. Just put your trust in God and rest in His own timing for everything.
December 6, 2004
Greatest challenge for this relationship: Ro 4:20-24
"Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God. Being fully persuaded that God had power to do what He had promised. This is why " it was credited to him as righteousness," the words "it was credited to him" were written not for him alone, but also for us, to whom God will credit righteousness- for us who believe in Him who raised Jesus, our Lord from the dead"
Ro 5:8
"But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
"I know no other way how to love but the way my Father has shown me love.
while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
And stories will be written about it as if it were a legend. In the beginning...
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